I just spoke prophetically in Chi Alpha tonight and I still have this overwhelming feeling to throw-up! I really do want to remember what the heck I say. I'm not in the service as respect to megan! She is speaking tonight and she said I make her nervous so I said I would help with worship and then sit outside.
I really worry about whether or not it's from God and really for the whole body and it really bugs me that in most places it happens everyone knows it's me saying it and I really wrestle with that..i so desperately don't want anyone to think that I am super spiritual or anything and sometimes i feel like when you prophesy you're really putting yourself out there in a new way.
I know most of this is retarded..but I really don't understand.. How do you know when it's God and when it's for the body. I've read the scripture but I'm lost..
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