The more is coming later..

This is the follow up post to the post from last week! I don't know what happened but I just never went back! So here we go..
So Tuesday night I honestly didn't want to go to Chi Alpha or even really stay in this journey with Jesus and I was walking to the university from Nathan and Tiffani's and I was really telling God how it was and how I felt and basically being at titty baby about life. I remember asking God why it seemed like everyone else could have doors open for them and yet multiple doors closed for me. I even through myself a little pity party! All this to say when I walked in the student center I was almost tempted to not even stay but then I heard Melissa sing and I realized that it's during worship that things seem to change and not matter so much. So i decided that I would sit at the table and be my normal social self and worship!
I went into the room and said no matter what crap is going on in my life I truly believe that JESUS is worthy of praise so for that reason I will worship...which I did and something amazing happened...I had an encounter with the Almighty SAVIOR who actually cares enough to listen to my problems and walk with me through the fire...it's not just some fancy lyric some super Christian guy came up with! Imagine that! I ended up getting to actually see a silhouette of Jesus and heard Him ask me why I didn't trust Him! If that doesn't go deep I don't know what will...