A lot has happened since I last blogged which I don't really know why I haven't more. So, I have like a lot going good right now things are finally falling into place.
I got a job which is completely and totally out of my comfort zone. I enjoy knowing that I'm learning something so new and that this is just one more thing to make me into the person I am supposed to be.
I've officially moved! I have to go back tomorrow and clean and get a few things but other than that I'm out. I learned so much about myself through that experience and made an amazing friend but it doesn't mean that there wasn't super difficult times but i really think in those times is when the most growth happens.

I'm officially done with my surface stuff!

I really have been working through forgivenss and what forgiveness is and how you forgive the people that have hurt you the most. I realized forgivenss is letting go of the hold I have around their neck and genuinely wanting good to happen to them. I can usually let go but the wanting good is another story. I've been so deeply hurt so many times that I find it difficult to see how forgiving them actually does any good....but I'm learning it does. I really think when we have unforgiveness we actually are hurting ourselves more than the other person. I'm not saying that I have forgiven all the people that hurt me but I'm honestly working on it for the first time in my life. I feel like my heart is slowly being repaired and each time I forgive it's a little more healed and whole. This is all just my opinion but who knows.
-tiffani