Just trying to find.....

I think I've spent most of my life trying to find something.  Like a lost something.  I've definitely walked my share of a difficult road and many times have asked why so much has been so hard.  I feel like a saltwater fish stuck in freshwater.  Like everywhere I go is wrong. Yet. I'm still searching for something better but I never know what that better is. I just want to have some peace and not feel like I'm always not measuring up. In a lot of ways the narrow road is harder than the wide one but growth always happens in the hard times and there's the promise that everything work together for those who are called..so I'm just standing on that. Somehow all of this will work out and be an awesome testimony for just how good Jesus is