Thursday, June 16, 2011

what does my future hold?!?!?!?!

As I'm writing this I'm literally almost on the verge of tears...which is pretty normal for me...especially here lately.

I started the application process again for teaching...only to find that there are a VERY VERY few Elementary positions...hum...i wonder why? maybe because of all the budget cuts...so what am I supposed to do..Its already been a year since I graduated..what about all those student loans looming over my head..I feel very lied to..what happened to the demand for teachers? What happened to all the opportunities that are supposed to happen when you get a degree...yeah apparently not for me..it seems my degree...useless..which just seeing is hard much less be able to say...so what's next..who knows..i just never thought it would be this hard..all of life suckin at one time...I'm so ready to achieve something.. that is measurable..

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