So after I got back from the wedding, I came to Commerce and ended up going to the city park which is where a lot of firsts have happened for me. For example:
1. I went to look at stars there with Amy and she asked if God can make all this can't He do whatever you need Him to.
2. 1st children's ministry outreach
3. XA leadership things
4. A converstation with Nathan that I'll never forget..the begining of really understanding grace
Anyway, the original plan was for Devon, Sajeeb and I to go down to the park and just talk..but then we couldn't find Sajeeb! So Devon and I went and talked and prayed. We prayed on the concrete thats been there for ever and its one of those moments I'll never forget. The God of all things reconfirmed to me that I'm his child and He is with me..which in my current circumstances is extremely comforting! He hasn't forgotten me..and I've got to trust him with all 100% of me..bowing sure is difficult..but I'll never be the same..
I have some really big needs right now...that need some really serious prayers
1. I need to know if I'm supposed to be pursuing a teaching contract..I want one but does God..is it the right time or does He have something else
2. If I don't pursue a contract...I need another job..and a place to stay in Lubbock
3. Am I supposed to stay in Lubbock?? Go back to school? Move elsewhere..Lots of ????s not a lot of answers..very short time to answer them in..HIGH stress
In all things..HE is soverign and has a plan! I'm going to stand on that..no matter what..and there is a lot of whats
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