What's next

What is the next step always seems to be in my mind when something happens whether it's good or bad. I really think that it's more what you do with the info. than actually getting information. I'm struggling in how I approach God and ask for things now. I know that HE is faithful but I really don't see it all the time. I have such need to hear from Him yet I feel like He is silent. I keep reminding myself of what I do know.

1. The creator of the entire universe loves me for me as I am right now.

2. The creator of the entire universe longs to have relationship with me more intimately than any other relationship.

3. I'm His child.

As long as these three truths stay true, I can deal with just about anything. I never knew how black and white I really am until the past 2 weeks. I've realized there is some room for grey areas.

This week has been an emotional roller coaster for me personally. But even in weeks like this I know that there is still something to learn. Here is what I have learned.

Spend time with Jesus EVERYDAY! It really does matter, because the day that you don't, you wish you had. It doesn't have to be in the morning. Just do it when it works best for you.

Pray when you don't know something first. Don't try to fix your problem in your human strength. It probably will be made harder.

Trusting God isn't always easy but it's what is best.

Follow through with what you know you're supposed to be doing even when it doesn't make sense.