faith

"Your words have power"-Nathan and Jesus. I didn't really believe this until this week and I still struggle with it. I have so much uncertainty in my life right now and a real battle going on inside but each day and sometimes each hour I remind myself that I serve a BIG God and He is faithful. He won't let me down or take me somewhere I can't handle but He will grow me and sometimes that hurts. I don't really like hurting but I know ultimately it's for my own good. I know that I may not be the fastest person to catch on to this but the more I read about Jesus' life the more I realize that its possible to live life on the side of positivity. Even when facing the cross, Jesus didn't moan and groan, He went to the Father, wrestled through it and ultimately followed the Father's will. It's definitely not easy but worth it. He works situations out for the good of everyone involved and sees the whole picture. We don't. I'm choosing to speak life and not death into the situation of life and let God take care of the rest. He's obviously more capable than me!