Wednesday, May 18, 2011

pause..hear the voice of God!

I have been really feeling like I've just needed to start blogging again cuz its not like anyone actually reads it anyway so I can really just have a place to look back when God comes through! I know He will. The hard times never last forever.

I'm really struggling with knowing that I have the ability to be a social individual and since moving I haven't been making friends. I'm struggling with Jesus bad..almost given up a few times. I wonder what is wrong with me. I want a someone here in Lubbock! Not 9 hours away! I'm really not trying to be emo but I want to feel like I'm not just another lonely person pursuing the american dream cuz it gets u no where!

I read this book...which is abnormal...and its been making me think...The book is called Then the shofar blew..and honestly I thought I would absolutely hate it..but its like the 3rd best book eva...for real.. It really will wreck you..when is the last time I stopped long enough to listen to the voice of God..and actually do what He said..I know I don't do it that often anymore..I let so much other stuff get in the way..

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