The blood it's enough!

"You can choose how to feel" Man. I seriously hate being told this but it is so true! I went home this weekend, yes to actually where my family lives which is actually a big deal. I normally would come back from a visit feeling pretty crappy and not worth much! I prayed before I went that the normal fall wouldn't happen and that the visit would be a good thing and I was actually excited about getting to see my nephew. This isn't to say the weekend wasn't difficult because it definitely wasn't easy but I chose how to feel. I've realized I'm a grown adult who makes responsible decisions and although past sins may never be forgiven my Jesus has forgiven me and doesn't look at me as trash so I'm fine.

I got to have a really good talk with my grandma which made the whole weekend worth it. I still won't be the a typical person who goes home every holiday or anything but I really learned a lot about my own strength in who I am and who I am in Christ. THANK YOU for YOUR blood! The blood covers all sin. I actually believe that totally. There is no sin that anyone can commit that the blood of Jesus that can't be covered!

I really feel healed in some ways like I no longer feel like an object! I'm a daughter of the most high God and He looks at me not with condemnation but with peace and joy. He's my daddy.