Be prepared..this is likely to be long but i don't really care..its not like anyone reads this anyway..which is actually a good thing.
My questions for God:
1. Why are you leading me down a road that seems to have no end? Am I on the right road? Personally, with children's church, with friends, with life? If not, i need direction in which to go.
2. Why is my relationship with Carolyn so difficult? I truly love her. I wish I was more like her in many ways...and yet I seem to spout off hurtful words..semi regularly.
3. When is my family going to be ok? Why must my little bro go through so much? What is my role in the situation?
4. I know your not silent in my life yet it feels like we're not as close. What can I do to help this?
5. I want to feel like part of the body of Christ yet I don't? Why? and can you help?
6. What am i supposed to do now that I am placed in Greenville? Am I supposed to stay in Commerce? Why do i get so many different opinions? Who am I supposed to listen to
7. Am I doing the right series for children's church? I feel like I am doing them a disservice. I am feeling very unlistened too

As you can see, I have questions for God but I am actively seeking His response..or at least I hope I am! I am sick of taking out my frustrations out on the people I love the most...primarily tiffani, carolyn and michal. I really need answers..