camp update

i have had one of the worst weeks of my life this week. It wasn't like any one thing went wrong but the whole week just kinda sucked. It started on Tuesday with the fact that my boss, Joe was off and if it could go wrong it will go wrong on his day off. I had a miserable day, nothing could be found, we didn't have a lot of things and I ended up throwing a four inch pan in anger and frustration. I really don't know what caused it other than the huge clash Owen and i have. Its like we're always trying to compete with each other, which get very wearsome. I really am going to do everything i can to stop it. I really need to learn that I don't have to prove myself and that I do know what I am doing. It is very hard though cuz I always doubt myself.

I am learning to submit to authority and realize that God puts the people there for a reason.

Prayer Requests

1. Myself: I need to learn that not everything that i think should come out of my mouth. I need to get my emotions and attitude more under control.

2. Complaining. I am a huge complainer..and what does it accomplish...absolutely nothing. I need to know the difference between complaining and asking for advice..

3. homesickness... I am getting to the point where i really miss people who talk like me and my friends back home.

God is really doing some amazing things in my life right now. Growth is almost always painful. I am so hard headed that it takes experiences to teach me anything sometimes I think.