A turtle going in a circle..again and again

I've felt very lost and destroyed as of late, much like a turtle going in a circle over and over and over. I have been praying for a while about pursuing further education in order to specialize what I want to do with the rest of my life. I am considering going back for a degree in counseling in order to help young rape victims and their families and families that are struggling with addictions. I LOVE  LOVE working with kids just not 15 to 20 at a time, which isn't how the education system works. I wouldn't have changed my journey for anything in the world. I've been able to see the hand of God over my life in so many ways that is  just amazing! I know the next part of my journey is going to be difficult but everything in life that is difficult is usually the most rewarding!!

I'm really extremely nervous about taking and passing the GRE, we all know I detest tests but this is just one more chance for God to shine thru!

2013

I'm not so good at setting attainable goals but here is my list of things I hope to accomplish in 2013.
1. I want to work at becoming fully financially stable. This means I will stay current on all my bills from month to month. I want to be make my student loan payments each month.
2. I want to be consistent at spending quality time with Jesus each day to finally conquer some of my inner demons.
3. I want to make a healthy life choices concerning food and exercise in order to be able to teach my children healthy eating habits.
4. I want to rebuild my relationships with my family.
5. I would like to find my spouse in 2013.

I've had a few difficult years but I have this anticipation for good to come in 2013. I'm making major life changes early in 2013 and am very excited to see what happens. I'm moving closer to my family and am excited too see all the good to come.