Where do I go from here? This seems to be the question I find myself asking more and more each day. I knock on a door. It gets shut(more like slammed) in my face. I have felt like a fish out of water for so long that I don't know when my life is going to be stable. I ultimatum-ed God and yet that door closed yet I'm still not 100% sure of the next step.

This I do know for sure. I'm going to keep knocking. A door will open. He sees my best. He is molding me...which sure does hurt right now but hey if it doesn't hurt then what is the point. Help me to remember that!