Life..

The hand of the LORD was upon me, and he brought me out in the Spirit of the LORD and set me down in the middle of the valley; it was full of bones. 2And he led me around among them, and behold, there were very many on the surface of the valley, and behold, they were very dry. 3And he said to me, "Son of man, can these bones live?" And I answered, "O Lord GOD, you know." 4Then he said to me, "Prophesy over these bones, and say to them, O dry bones, hear the word of the LORD. 5Thus says the Lord GOD to these bones: Behold, I will cause breath to enter you, and you shall live. 6 And I will lay sinews upon you, and will cause flesh to come upon you, and cover you with skin, and put breath in you, and you shall live, and you shall know that I am the LORD." Eziekiel 37:1-6

This whole profesy has really been speaking to me. I may not understand everything it is saying yet but it really does give me hope! I know I'm struggling with most of life and am really in the middle of a fight for my soul but when I read this it just brings me hope and peace. So what is going on with me....

I'm staying in the town the university I graduated from is in and in some ways still feel like a student.
I'm spending more time running in fear than living in peace.
I feel like God could take my life in about a million directions and none of them really seem like they have a next step..so i don't know what my next step is.
I probably have more trust now than I've ever had..just out of nesessity.

I've been in a horrible mood for the last couple of days and I decided that it was time to get out of the funk so I startred just worshiping and this song was part of the playlist and it just really spoke to me. I am a co-heir with Christ. I have the victory!



Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow