i finally feel all the way apart tonight. After what was a horrible week and what hasn't been the greatest semester it just finally all came out.. confession is so beautiful. I have attempted suicide within the last week and have had some thoughts about it..since i've been back..but tonight i finally did something about..just laid everything out on the line. The beautiful thing about the relationship i have with nathan and tiffani is that it is three way honesty. It is perfectly safe to be bold and no criticism or judgement. I know that I haven't been ok for a while but i can honestly say that i am on the way up with the help of the holy spirit.